you are my sunflower; // always looking at me // as if i was the sun. //
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if you only knew how your voice
saved me in my very
last moments.
oh if you only knew how many
times i thought i cannot; so many
last moments.
and if the sun sets and // autumn is over, the // flower recovers until; // another sun rises. //
If today you felt any of the following: paranoia, jealousy, anger, depression, grief, yearning, hopelessness, or unlovableness.
Remember that while you were feeling these, you were still: beautiful, valuable, important, intelligent, warm-hearted and full of light.
Having bad feelings does not make you a bad person.
Imagine going from having friends who love and support you and your gayness to having friends who make homophobic jokes ……..
I miss those red lipstick stains on the filter tips and the little crumbles of weed underneath my jet black fingernails. Hearing all the the blood rushing through my ears and feeling it too because my eyelids get so heavy. Zoning out. The coughs when it hit your lungs real hard at 7.30am right before school; the sips of hot dark coffee afterwards, another cigarette. Paranoid. Didnt count the puffs, we didnt care anymore and theres enough for tomorrow why care about next week, why about next month. Year. We’ll be dead by then. Dead.
Good morning to the 35 people who probably follow me accidentally!! I’m happy to be able to inform you that today is the day I haven’t looked at my exes blog in 22 days which means I officially have made a habit out of it. yay. Fuck her (: Also I’m gonna see 5sos in a few hours so…. Happy day. :)
I don’t even count anymore which is even better. I look at her and feel no anger anymore. Just .. nothing. Someone I probably never knew. I’m gonna be okay.
I'll hurt you step by step, slowly, everyday, even after 3 years, i'll ruin your most beautiful days. you killed me but i'll bury you.
